Uneasy Angst

There is this weird, uneasy feeling that I am currently experiencing. And I am not too sure where it is coming from or what it is, but I can sense this weird karma unbalance. So all of you reading this, be warned!!

I also think that there is a little stress in my life at the moment, so that could be part of it. The whole "2.5 weeks left of class and too much to do" is starting to take it's toll, methinks. I am also beginning to become concerned about my 4th year project, as well as an individual research project that I am doing. The project is moving along quite well, I am getting my ASPEN models in order, so that our group can start to optimize them for what we are doing, but for my individual, that is another question. I will have to work my butt off to get all of the papers read that I need to. It is neat because it is dealing with micromass transfer in mediums under pressure and corrosive conditions. I can take this and run with it, I think. It is also really good because the microtransfer can be related to body systems and to what I am trying to get a job in up at Chalk River. So, I hope that it pans out. The problem I am having is that now I have picked up this project, so I need to change my electives around, and I have ABSOLUTELY NO CLUE what I want to take. I am going to chalk this up to another stressor.

I guess these are times when Tom and all of his wonderfulness would calm me down. *Le Sigh*

And a lot of weird things have been going down at school. People getting in fights, breaking up with long time girlfriends....the works. So, I am not sure what is in the air, or water, or food at the Engineering C&D (our little cafe where we get discounted food), but something is amiss. Hence the uneasiness.

I am going to keep this under the random file and not to try and find a clustering illusion our of this (thank you Philosophy 145). I think that this will all blow over. At least it better, because things can't get too much worse.