I solemly swear....

It's official: I have no patience left for Tom being overseas!!! It is coming up 6 weeks since I have last seen him, so it is starting to weigh in on my nerves.

I am officially: grumpy, impatient, aggressive, snappy, intolerant, sarcastic in a bad way, judgemental, and anything else that would qualify as an unbecoming behaviour. It just seems that the life has been sucked out of me. I don't want to do anything...I just want to sit and sulk! Because that is going to get Tom back here faster!

I think that it had just hit me that Tom is not going to be here for Christmas. And that is why this rush of emotion happened. I guess it was a reality I did not want to face. Ahhhhhhhh welllllllll.....it won't be that bad, right? I think it will be sad, that's all. What I am going to do is book a teleconference with Tom through the PMFRC which will be a nice Christmas gift for him. I just have to call them and book the time.

Just thinking about it has made me all nervous and bubbly! Yeah, I think I will call them and book a time for it. I am sure that Tom will like me talking to him. I think there is a 3-6second delay, but it will be so nice to see him. And I think it would be one of my better Christmas presents...now, if I can only make it work.

Well, I guess that is one way to get rid of a terrible mood, to type it out and each dark chocolate at the same time. AMAZING!